hatiku..

heart..
i know i've been hard on you,
i'm sorry for the things i've put you through,
before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy,
i need to make you see that it wasn't meant to be.

heart..
i'm not sure it's been long enough,
to say that what i feel is really love,
there's just one way to learn,
sometimes we'll get hurt and right now it's our turn.

heart..
give it time,
help me through,
we can do this together.
you're my strength,
you're my soul,
i need you now more than ever.

heart..
all the hurt will soon be gone,
if you'll just keep on being strong,
you will always be my friend,
so keep on hanging in and we'll find love again.

heart..
don't be lonely,
you got me,
always.

relationship?

TRUST

Trust is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?"The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you."

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, we would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered,"You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you."

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

the blind boy

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon that hat begin to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign come to see how things are. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"

The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." What he had written was: "Today is beautiful and I cannot see it."

Do you think the first sign and and the second sign were saying the same thing? Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, "Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction of discarding evil and developing goodness. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience."

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling and even more beautiful is knowing that you are the reason behind it.

sayang kinabalu

this song turn my head into a music box filled with various versions of it..


ACAPELLA version by Infinatez





ORCHESTRA version by Bamboo Orchestra



p/s: budak-budak ni..



LIVE version by Infinatez (Gangstarz Concert)



p/s: exclude the "dirari seekol laki" part.. kinda x besh..



ACCOUSTIC version by Lotter & Rich



p/s: duh! y on earth la ending camtu..



CUTIE version by Tia Arianna





BEATBOX version



p/s: bengong~



ORIGINAL version by Kimin Mudin




other version:
One Nation Emcee - Sayang Kinabalu + Dikir Putri (Remix)

p/s: credit to [b] for the ori version

Happy Life #004

p/s: F~

Happy Life #003

p/s: everyday pon.. "My purpose is to go to the office today." Except for weekends, *wink²

Happy Life #002

p/s: been doin' that everyday not for 10 minutes but hours! haih..

Happy Life #001

p/s: bkn iklan jacob walk of life wuteva tu ar..

Are you speak Engris?

Case #01
Rest rooms
Please use them without hesitation

Case #02
To Guests:
If you go to out-door at midnight or manager is out,
Please use to North Exit near the bathroom.
Because main door is rocked.

Case #03
"Rotion"
(label on toiletries packaging)

Case #04
ALL OF YOU LISTEN TO MEE,
DON'T DISTURB HERE,
WILL CALL POLICE CATCH YOU,
DON'T COME TO MY BANGALOW
HOUSE, UNDERSTAND, O.K.
I HATE ALL OF YOU.

Case #05
CUSTOMER NOTICE
Toliets ouf of Order.
Please use the Ice-Rink.

Case #06
Use no hooks
Handle with cake
Keep fire away

Case #07
KAGOME
in love?
be juicy!

Case #08
We proudly offer you our nuts.
It has a fragrant flavor and taste.

Case #09
Please don't cross any railings
Lest suddenness happens!

I don't speak perfect english but good enough to assist me whenever english is the must-speak language in any occasions. I don't mind being criticized for "ko org sabah ek? weird sabahan english". weird? you ppl, haih..

"I do speak my native version of english, U know.. those punks U see on TV? but it's ok, as long as we know how and when to turn it on & off" - quote, Tyra Banks

p/s: at least I can speak and write in few other languages and I do pronounce them the way it should be.. so kutuk la nk kutuk pon, I don't mind~ "kutukan" is just an opinion anyway.. hihi =)

p/s again: title and content are purposely grammatically wrong

saya mau... #002 re-visit

Date: 16 September 2008
Time: 1408hrs
Venue: Fotoflash KLCC

saler A: amoi, mau cari apa?
[f]: tgk²..
saler A: dr td tgk²
[f]: err..
saler A: kalau amoi, pki ini lo.. (smbl tunjuk canon digital camera)
[f]: sy tamo tu
saler A: habis mau apa?
[f]: sekejapla, sy tgk² dulu
saler A: aiya, mau cari apa ckp la, sng~
[f]: D90?
saler A: woo~ guna seniri ka mau kasi olang?
[f]: sendiri guna la
saler A: skrg guna apa brand?
[f]: x camera lagi
saler A: habis, mcm mn tau D90? mesti ada main2 punya
[f]: btl~ saya x camera, sy pinjam org punya.
saler A: apa brand punya? (sebok tul, huh!)
[f]: aiya, tu x penting la.
saler A: ini bgs punya (tunjuk D300)
[f]: aiya u ni.. itu sudah main la. (yii~!!) itu D90 bila mau smpi? harga brapa?
saler A: itu D90 brapa? (tny saler B)
saler B: x igt la, tgk catalog. br dpt pagi td.
[f]: (rimas aku org² ni)
saler A: D90 kit RM4588
[f]: body?
saler A: body saja.. RM3588
[f]: hurm..
saler A: beli itu kit la
[f]: 18-200 tu..
saler A: itu.. (tgk catalog) RM3188
[f]: (mengira in chinese)
saler A: itu D90 lepas discount.. RM3299, itu 18-200 bole kasi awak RM2900 (did i ask 4 the discount? dgr aku kira cina trus bg discount)
[f]: ooo.. bila D90 smpi?
saler A: bos, itu D90 bila mau smpi? (tny saler B)
saler B: x sure la, mebi around raya
saler A: aiya amoi, x sure la.. beli ini la (tunjuk D80)
[f]: err.. never mind la, tq 4 the info
saler A: aiya amoi..
[f]: tq~ dtg lg~
saler A: (lebam)

saya mau... #001 re-visit

Next-Gen Macbook Pro: Candidate #01

Next-Gen Macbook Pro: Candidate #02

p/s: Apple~ Y do U need 2 make me suffer like this? T_T

R.I.P

In the loving memory of Taling,

"The living are just the dead on holiday."

Condolences from far-far-away land.

p/s: sori, can't recall the real name.

saya mau... #003

sorry iPhone..

saya mau... #002

D90

Dunno Y dis 1 is in da list..

p/s: poisoned?

boredom

uni-tech-pet..

saya mau... #001

Next-Gen Macbook Pro, the clock is ticking..



meet the family..

(click image for spoiler)

p/s: lambat tul!!