Happy Life #007

p/s: tp diri sendiri x smile pon..

Happy Life #006

p/s: dream more? oh, i would like to if they don't turn out to be nightmares..

Happy Life #005

p/s: i don't get the chance to do this often but wait til Xmas..

pengacau

sok kene gi keje, da kol 1 ni tp x tido2 lg. nk tido sbnrnye tp asek 'stare into the darkness' je. mcm2 bnd kacau otak aku yg da penat ni.

pengacau 1:
betapa pentingnya 1 panggilan telefon setiap hari. skrg, hantepun ni semakin 'diam'. mostly outgoing call je, kalau ade incoming call pon sure psl keje, jrg sgt2 la kedengaran "hello, how r u doing today?" bile ade org call. pttla dulu2 hari2 kene call or di-call, x agkt hantepun kena marah..

pengacau 2:
skrg ni selalu sgt gune "erk", "erm", "mm..", "uh" etc. mebi sb selalu sgt dpt kot so selalula gune. to certain extend, annoying la perkataan2 tu. pttla dulu2 kene lrg gune.

pengacau 3:
mata ni da transform jd kolam renang skrg ni. kolam renang y melimpah2 airnye. dulu bole kire setahun baper kali je mata ni transform jd kolam. skrg ni d other way round. pttla dulu2 kalau ade sign nk jd kolam je, trus kene sound kow2 nye..

pengacau 4:
di mn? watpe? ngan sape? baper lame? etc etc etc.. yes, details. aku ade la juga gune soalan2 tu tp xdelah smpi cam DPR yg SHELL submit kat aku hari2. anyways, mmg kene ambik tau la. i mean kene tny soalan-soalan tu (kpd yg berkenaan). rs rimas2 bile soalan tu x berjwb n lg2 la rimas kalau ter-agak2 mcm mn nk tny. pttla dulu2 nk gi mn2, wat pape, absolutely anytg, kene isi imaginery logbook..

pengacau 5:
skrg ni da msk state depression. selalu rs sunyi, selalu rs cam xde sape2, selalu rs sedey manjang, selalu rs buhsan melampau3, super sensitif n symptom2 depression yg lain.. da try mcm2 tp camtu2 gak. pttla dulu2 kalau dgr je x wat pape sure kene marah..

byk lg la pengacau2 yg laen tp risau plak kalau x ter-bgn pg sok. so nk gi brg2 dulu..

p/s: org kate hidup tidak selalu indah.. ke x pernah indah?

beyond the words..

......

[MS]: but.. um.. i think i already know what u're gonna say..

[ST]: how's that?

[MS]: bcoz u're a little like me.. bcoz u're gonna say u're fine, that u can handle it.. so um.. i'll just leave it at this, i'm here, whenever u want to talk, i'm here.

[ST]: thank u. you know that the only thing that kept me alive when i was being held was the thought of being with u. but i also knew that if anything happened to me, u're gonna blame urself and u would spend the rest of ur life punishing urself for it and.. i can't.. bear the thought of that.. so can we make a deal right now that we're even? ... and just wipe the slate clean and no guilt and no responsibility? if we're gonna be together, i don't want it to be out of a sense of obligation or even that we should be, bcoz of what we've been through. i just want to start over.

[MS]: start over. okay.

......

p/s: lonesome..

hari ini

hari ini..










sunyi..

sepi..

aku diam membisu sendirian..

terkenang episod-episod drama yg telah & dan akan berlaku..

ah! usah dikenang, usah dikesal, usah diimpi,

'gembira' itu seakan satu 'penghinaan'..










beginilah hari ini..




"The living are just the dead on holiday"

salam..

to:

[blindheart]

rumet [blindheart]
beribiru & mr beribiru
rumet beribiru
adam abnormal
azmanaziz & mrs azmanaziz
akay & mrs akay
aalim
deng

alice
jul
baby ady
baby e-ish

pakcik
makcik
khawlah
sumayah
mus'ab
ammar
kakcik
adek

kaksu
husna
iena
syafa
arina
intan
jamie
nad
faizi
sham
aimi
farahwahida
dayana
kak atie
yati
cheqna
azy
dani

hawa
maya
helmi
amin
aidil
haneef
aimeer

haha
nida

arief
kupat
syah
ahseng
hawa
jaimi
ramli

muaz & mrs muaz
pokya & mrs pokya
kuwei & mrs kuwei
fariz & mrs fariz
sham
izzu

joe
ezat
bibik
hatta

dak2 jan03
dak2 PIPE28

bos2 & staff2 dhfd
bos2 & staff2 pi

and to those who knows me,

hepi raya day to all of u. may God bless.

tq 4 all the wishes (sms/call) & sori to those who x get my reply, my contact list is limited + i'm kinda "problematic" lately.

special tq & sori to [blindheart]

p/s: to those whose name is not listed, u r under "to those who knows me" :p

sejhok: nah, dah ade tmpt ni..