beyond the words..

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[MS]: but.. um.. i think i already know what u're gonna say..

[ST]: how's that?

[MS]: bcoz u're a little like me.. bcoz u're gonna say u're fine, that u can handle it.. so um.. i'll just leave it at this, i'm here, whenever u want to talk, i'm here.

[ST]: thank u. you know that the only thing that kept me alive when i was being held was the thought of being with u. but i also knew that if anything happened to me, u're gonna blame urself and u would spend the rest of ur life punishing urself for it and.. i can't.. bear the thought of that.. so can we make a deal right now that we're even? ... and just wipe the slate clean and no guilt and no responsibility? if we're gonna be together, i don't want it to be out of a sense of obligation or even that we should be, bcoz of what we've been through. i just want to start over.

[MS]: start over. okay.

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p/s: lonesome..